Actually, I think that was just said out of sarcasm. Sometimes I do feel as if I am putting up tacky blogs and not too much heart into them. Its not something to beat myself up over but I would have to say that I am sorry if the way that I communicate either isnt enough or isnt coming from the heart.
But moving along so I can tell you what God is doing in my life.. :) I keep getting mixed signals from God. I am now understanding almost exactly where I am at with my relationship with God, the season that I am in and moving into, the true passions and desires he has for me and how I can use them and when. I know that was the most horrible sentence you have ever read because I am terrible at grammer. Ask Bethany. But basically, I now need to know which direction I should take, now that I know some of the things he has for me. I keep asking him which season he wants me to use them in.. but he keeps telling me to 'shut up' or 'be still & know that I am God' works too and stop talking. ;)
So this is very good progress my friends and family. It is, I now see where I was.. only a few months ago and just thinking about it right now... seriously brings my heart to tears.. Doing this school was the best thing He had for me at this time. I have grown so much spiritually as well as maturity wise. The greatest thing about all of this is, you had a big part of it. Not only your prayers have helped but financially as well.
I am still uncertain on the next season which hes taking me through and at times I am unsure if I am ready to go through it. But I will take whatever it is on with my whole heart.
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